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Old when did you realize you loved you? @ 03-30-2003, 02:12 AM
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a lot of older people i know say that they were so insecure as a teenager and what-not, and when they grew up they were much more comfortable with themselves. so did this ever happen to you?

i obviously have nothing to compare to, but i would say i'm in the middle. insecure about some things, and confident about others.
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Old 03-30-2003, 02:16 AM
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Well I've always had a love for myself ever since I can remember lol. I'm just like that by nature. But I definately had a lot more insecurities between the ages of 14 and 18 than ever before. I'd obsess over the smallest things. It started to get better after that, but I'm 10 times more confident than I was 6 months ago even. I think now I'm back to when I was a child and accepted myself completely. All the hormones have relaxed in me. I always loved myself as a person though, I was just very critical of my appearance.
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Old 03-30-2003, 02:39 AM
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About a half a year ago. I had always had insecurities about my apperance ever since I was a youth. I always got laughed at, picked on, taken advantage of, and at times abused due to my appearance and the fact that since I was not confident enough to have friends, I really didn't know how to be social. I always said the wrong shit . I viewed myself as a pathetic excuse for a human being. I couldn't do anything right. I didn't have friends, I was fat as fuck, I was lonely, my family was eh, and I wasn't exactly the cleanliest person lol.

But I spent alot of alot time watching TV, playing video games, reading comic books, and shit like that. Eventually I was inspired by this kid in my 7th grade class who acted obsurd and funny. I almost mimicked him, and developed my own distinct sense of humor which helped me. People started to accept me more, which was dope. I made them laugh.

Then , in high school, after a freshman year of hell, I decided to make a change. I lost weight, took better care of myself, and stopped worryin about what people thought. I still thought I was ugly though. I probably always will, because of what happened before.

I've always been proud of my creativity , intelligence, and character that I gained from those tough times. I'm very egotistical about my character, sense of humor, creativity, intelligence, voice, rap skills, and all that shit.

I just don't like my appearance. Within the last year I've learned to love myself more. I appreciate my personality. And people thinkin I'm hot has started to alleviate some of my looks issues. I never thought I was good enough for someone to fall in love with me, so the fact that someone did makes me feel infinatly better.
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Old 03-31-2003, 12:57 PM
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Never really have...and i am almost 25 and i probably never will.
I can hardly stand looking in the mirror.

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Old 03-31-2003, 04:41 PM
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to love the self you must know the self so I still haven't found out if I love me or not.
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I've always been proud of my creativity , intelligence, and character that I gained from those tough times. I'm very egotistical about my character, sense of humor, creativity, intelligence, voice, rap skills, and all that shit.
I'm proud of you for having all of that too, and I'm egotistical about you being mine :D

Something I've noticed though is you lose a lot of friends when you stop hating yourself. I've seen it happen to others and it's happened to me as well. Some people can't stand to see another person happy, people you thought you could trust and depend on because they were always there before will turn on you.
I mean some people say in hard times you find out who your true friends are, but anyone can fake sympathy. I think it's the good times when people's true colors show. I'm thankful for the friends I've had through the good and the bad because some people only stuck around when it made them feel good to.

Some people actually get off on 'helping' those who are down so that they can feel like a good person and on top of that their life doesn't look so bad to them anymore. Fuck those people, I'm glad they are gone from my life.
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Old 03-31-2003, 08:35 PM
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wow most people i know don't life being about depressed people... but what you said makes sense, even though it hasn't happened to me yet.

i realize i love myself every single time i win a game of freecell. no lie; every time i scream "YES! I LOVE MYSELF!" like a psycho but it makes me feel better about myself. :cool: lmao
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Old 03-31-2003, 09:18 PM
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Probably around the time that I learned that I was actually a patient person (most of the time). Plus, I learned when things should matter and when they shouldn't. Like when my dog eats something theres no point in getting too upset over it. I can replace whatever she ate, and the benefits from having her is worth it.
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Old 03-31-2003, 10:56 PM
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to love the self you must know the self so I still haven't found out if I love me or not
the word is thee there brotha!!!

I'm obsessed with myself. I get my conceitedness from my brother. I always tell people I'm their queen and to bow down and kiss my feet. OR I'll tell them I'm a sexy sexy bitch. Right now I look like shit, but oh well.
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Old 04-01-2003, 03:27 AM
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i'm a be honest i never really have loved myself.... i dunno why... i'm conceited yes.. but i dunno it's hard to explain... i've always been depressed an even now i still am...
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