I never post my shit on texts anymore but the audio version will take some time so here it is...
{Verse}
Voices in my head keep tellin’ me
my life is a penance & it’s not a cheap penalty
I lost my soul it will never return to me
I’m destined to fade for ever eternally
I can’t learn to be more relaxed ‘n just
pretend livin’, hopefully I’ll at last adjust
my past is dust, I choke when I reminisce
I struggle but I can’t deny that immense
inclination to quit & hold the white flag
I’m sorry Mom; I know you told me fight back
but I just can’t get rid of these morbid thoughts
a notion in my head in an orbit floats
a notion I supported yet I try to forbid
& simply forget, I’m neither alive nor dead
I just aborted all my senses I’ll forfeit
my lifetime cuz it’s essence is a sordid
fact, I can’t take more shit but I sure did
tears made my eyes distorted never sorted
issues piled up, fell on me like a sword hit
I needed love but no body could afford it
so many goals I had but never bet to score shit
I’m already fallin’ just didn’t hit the floor yet
Than any fallen soldier I’m more dead.
Suicide is not a sin fuck what the Lord said.

there's a 2nd verse will be done by a friend of mine...it should be some tight collab. stay tuned to hear the full version.

I actually quite liked this
.. reminds me of some deep shit i'd vibe to..

inclination to quit & hold the white flag
I’m sorry Mom; I know you told me fight back

Than any fallen soldier I’m more dead.
Suicide is not a sin fuck what the Lord said.

^^they were some quotables...really liked them...

cant wait to hear the audio.

thanx a lot, I really appreciate the feed homie...

*you must speard rep before givin' Azazel again*

Real deep shit, i liked it..

No flaws, good multies and flow

Vocab was sick too, it's good to see man, keep doing your thing..

^highly appreciated...Thanx
*reps*