I’m still sitting here,
Still existing here,
Still living, breathing here,
You see me?
You need me?
No, you deceive me.

I don’t know why I care for you,
You rip me through and through,
But I’m standing here,
Burning with lusting fear,
And now I know I cannot go,

You break me inside,
I try to run away,
Digging deep within,
I find a place to hide,
Turn the other cheek,
Glistening with silent tears,
Just another reminder,
Of all my foundless fears,

I’m still sitting here,
Still existing here,
Still living, breathing here,
You see me?
You need me?
No, you deceive me.

I try to forget how I feel,
I try to find a way to heal,
But all I seem to do,
All I seem to think,
Its all about how I love you,
Driving me to the brink,

Why can’t it be goddamn easy,
Try anything to leave you behind,
Keep running from the emotion,
Mindless selfless devotion,
Addicted to the feel you,
Curse of the unrequited love,
I was never real to you,
And I can’t take it anymore.

I’m still sitting here,
Still existing here,
Still living, breathing here,
You see me?
You need me?
No, you deceive me

(:

Beautiful

nah. suckage.