You don’t see who I really am,
But accept me all the same,
Even though I’m so unsure,
Don’t even know my own name,

You hold me when I cry,
Even though I don’t love you,
You hold me nonetheless,
And even pull me through,

I know I’m not perfect,
I could never, will never be,
But you don’t ask for that,
You just love me for me,

You never expect perfection from me,
Not that you’d get it anyway,
But you give so much affection to me,
It’s so much I don’t know what to say.

I’m forcing myself to fall in love,
Even though it feels so wrong,
But you seem to be content with me,
Wanting us to last so long,

Staying with you now,
For your sake and not for mine,
But your such a good person,
Your freaking divine,

I’m not worthy of you,
And I feel so much guilt,
You put me up so high,
On this pedestal you built,

Why can’t I love you?
Is it so hard to fall?
Why did you ever pick me?
Out of so many and all,

Wishing I could feel the same,
Tearing me up inside,
But there’s just this solid emptiness,
An open, filled divide,

Please accept what I offer,
It will never be sufficient,
Look back on the laughs we had,
Smiles, beauty and hope reminiscent.






just some conflicting emotions that are coursing through me at the moment.

Aww:( I love it.

thanks jade muffin

Me l0ves ickt

Hannah listen to some words of advice from someone who has a broken heart, Never settle for second best just because u think that that person is fantastic, if u don't have that feeling inside u then it is so not worth making a life with that person just to find out x amount of yrs down the track that the one u really want is out there wanting u. To brake up what u would work so hard to make work would not be a happy option, and to live with the knowledge that u r in love with someone else is one thing I do not wish on anyone. I'm there and it kills me every day so darlin pls don't settle for less.

Your so right avril. Thanks honey.

I need to think.

I hope you work out the best option for you darlin cause I'm stuck with the decisions I have made. GOOD LUCK :-* :confused:

Thanks av :)

I'm going to sit and talk with my sis tonight and then think about it.

*hugs*

kinda long, but nice work, I really liked it

yeah i thought it was long so i cut it back

thanks kari :)

Thats was very good Hannah

I hope you figure somethin out

thanks tom.

i just wish i loved as he loves me.

but i cant love him................even when i try...........

well i wish the person i love would love me but its not happening...Relationships suck!

tell me about it