New song I wrote tonight, enjoy!

Walking in my own world
I'm that lonely girl
That know one really knows
When people hear me cry
They wonder why (I would put myself through that)
Got no place to go
Wandering down a lonely road
Looking for a place to call my own
Where I can feel loved
I was only 5 or 6 when you said
That was the end of this
You said I meant nothing to you

I'm doing my own thing
Trying to make it better
I'm trying to subside the pain
Eventhough I know everything I do
Means nothing to you
That the pain will never completely
Go away
I'm just trying to make it better
In the end

You said I never listened
Everything was always my fault
But you've never seen the real me
Because it's all the other way around
You always thought I was different
I've always thought I was the same
That I have obstacles in front of me
That I am not smart enough to understand
But it the end once again
You don't get it

I'm doing my own thing
Trying to make it better
I'm trying to subside the pain
Eventhough I know everything I do
Means nothing to you
That the pain will never completely
Go away
I'm just trying to make it better
In the end

I'm doing my own thing
Trying to make it better
I know you will never understand
The real me
But you never did ethier way

I'm doing my own thing
Trying to make it better
I'm trying to subside the pain
Eventhough I know everything I do
Means nothing to you
That the pain will never completely
Go away
I'm just trying to make it better
In the end its time to forget about you
In the end its time to forget about you

*Fade Out*
In the end its time to forget about you

Complex, great surrender to bieng unique