I miss you so much, this pain is surreal
words cannot begin to describe how I feel
Ever since you left, my life has been a mess
I try to be independent, but no success
I wish I could make you understand
I just want you here as my man
We belong together, you and me
life's not the same, it's incomplete
You won't tell me how you feel
I don't know how I'm supposed to deal
Everything left unsaid and unresolved
I feel as if I'm pinned against a fucking wall
I have started drinking, to ease the pain
Fuck it, it's not like I have anything to gain
I am nothing without without you in my life
I still have the ring that would've made me ur wife
I feel so much pain and anger inside
I don't know what to do, I wanna run n hide
I just wanna hold you and have u squeeze me tight
I can't even sleep without u by my side at night
I feel like screaming and going insane
I feel like I am the only one to blame
I left u a drunken message, to tell u how I feel
I never thought it would come to that, I need another beer...

sick shit hun love it, sorry for you tho keep it coming

what happened leah??? you poor girl, *hug*

Long story...I have threads posted as it all went down...:(

But I am supposed to go pick him up from the airport on Thursday! ;)
I told him if I do (10:30pm) that he has to spend the night...HA HA HA
So, as it is right now...that's the plan...we will see how it all plays out.

yay leah hope u have a good time girl lmao

I got some booty!! I got some booty!! :D

The stupid flight was delayed 5 hours...I didn't get home until 6:30am. I got to work at 12:00 noon. Soooo fucking tired...but at least I got some booty...it's been awhile ;) LOL

sounds fun and that poem was good

NICE SHIT- Mad props. I love your rhyming skills, it has a rhythamic flow to it. I'm impressed-

Leah got some booty!!!! woooo

Hey, I forgot about this thread...thanks guys :D

Haven't gotten any since then....what was the date?? JULY 1, 2005 :D
It's been tooooooo long :(

yess it has!!!!! evil leah, lol

i can relate to that shit, i liked it

Thanks :)