It wast and it shall be
i'm just not happy
about it
but it ain't my choice
it took joan of arc 5 years hearing voices
before she took up arms and obeyed
but the only reason
I SEEM CRIPPLED
is because I HAVE TO BE to enter the kingdom of heaven
to be BUSH
i have to become generic
i have to become shit
i have to be DESTROYED here
i don't like it
don't like being a yuppie or even one second
becoming one
but i have to do
what is right somehow
i have to
i wish i could toss pebbles forever

sorry my friend
sorry
i hate it
from my heart
but i still am not with him yet