any thoughts on this.. be happy to have your opinion.


Self-Medicate
this crap is driving me insane
try to fight the temptation
but i grab the knife and feel the pain
pain, pain is running down my leg
pain is wrong, is all they said
but let those motherfuckers beg
beg beg for me to stop
this new sensation crawling through my head
don't stop till you're over the top
top up my meds, he called me mad
said, i didn't deserve to live
he didn't understand, which made me feel bad
bad bad is what i said to the knife
so once again i release my pain
what got me here is strife
strife, strife led to depression
this black, cold hole of fear
but i have now been led to suppression
suppression, suppression is destructive
slowly grinding down my self-worth, they said
and then i read, that this is all constructive
constructive, constructive: i make myself believe
because this pain inside is unbearable without

so once again, i take the knife to relieve.

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bit of a weird one i know, and i duno if ppl will understand it but owel. lol thought i'd give this thing a go since im new on here lol