Jon Bon Jovi
03-14-2005, 11:29 AM
This is NOT my life lol..But i understand how "she" feel :cool: ..
she stares into the mirror, she doesnt recognise herself,
who is this broken child with the new body?,
she punches the mirror she dont like wot she see,
she wants to be rocked to sleep yet shes 18,
the glass shatters on the floor she callapos with it,
she puts her face in her hands and she cries and she cries,
shes so stuck in her doom because of all of the lies,
been through more shit than you can ever dream of,
mummy left her, daddy abused her, shes all alone,
a broken child screaming for it to all stop,
watching the hands on the clock slowly tic toc, when will it end?
she puts a blade to her arm and push deep inside her skin,
she grits her teeth as the pain and blood oozes out, still its better out than in
its better than the pain she feels inside her heart,
she counts her many scars and wonder how did it get so far?,
when will her day come when she will smile for once?
photos of a batterd child scatterd on the floor,
she knows that child very well, for she is still that child so alone,
she breathes out a loud breath and hopes its her last,
all she has to look forward to is more reminising of the past,
her big nose, her skinny arms she hates how she looks,
how can she ever be attractive in anyones books? yet they still sex her,
its 9:30 time to go sell herself to men,
she struts down the street in her skirt and her bra, an elderly man hands over the money, she gets into his car,
she does him the favour then shes abandoned on the streets for some more,
abandoned is the story of her life but atleast now she has enough money for dinner for 2 nights,
she sits on the pavement and watches the people pass her by,
happy partners snogging, happy children with their parents, she lets out a sigh,
shes only 18 she has so many years left, but shed rather die then have to go through more pain,
the broken child steps out onto the road, a car hits her and that is her gone,
she lays there not breathing, people are screaming,
the child is now free, god gave her her wish, in heven the broken child lives on
:( bless me lol
she stares into the mirror, she doesnt recognise herself,
who is this broken child with the new body?,
she punches the mirror she dont like wot she see,
she wants to be rocked to sleep yet shes 18,
the glass shatters on the floor she callapos with it,
she puts her face in her hands and she cries and she cries,
shes so stuck in her doom because of all of the lies,
been through more shit than you can ever dream of,
mummy left her, daddy abused her, shes all alone,
a broken child screaming for it to all stop,
watching the hands on the clock slowly tic toc, when will it end?
she puts a blade to her arm and push deep inside her skin,
she grits her teeth as the pain and blood oozes out, still its better out than in
its better than the pain she feels inside her heart,
she counts her many scars and wonder how did it get so far?,
when will her day come when she will smile for once?
photos of a batterd child scatterd on the floor,
she knows that child very well, for she is still that child so alone,
she breathes out a loud breath and hopes its her last,
all she has to look forward to is more reminising of the past,
her big nose, her skinny arms she hates how she looks,
how can she ever be attractive in anyones books? yet they still sex her,
its 9:30 time to go sell herself to men,
she struts down the street in her skirt and her bra, an elderly man hands over the money, she gets into his car,
she does him the favour then shes abandoned on the streets for some more,
abandoned is the story of her life but atleast now she has enough money for dinner for 2 nights,
she sits on the pavement and watches the people pass her by,
happy partners snogging, happy children with their parents, she lets out a sigh,
shes only 18 she has so many years left, but shed rather die then have to go through more pain,
the broken child steps out onto the road, a car hits her and that is her gone,
she lays there not breathing, people are screaming,
the child is now free, god gave her her wish, in heven the broken child lives on
:( bless me lol