Please Tell me
where did I go wrong?
is it a game?
Well I don't want to play
Frustration
lingers inside
creeps in my bones
and causes my dismay
If Life is a precursor to death
but you must die to live
Then am I really alive or dead?
These are the things
that keep me up at night
tossing and turniing
until something crawls in my head

Chorus:
Most days I am standing here
in the midst of my own oblivion
Lost inside my own forceful mind
torn up , I cry
wanting to just feel free

Where are the friends
who said they'd be there
Do they really care?
or just here for the ride
New aquaintences
clouding their brains
frives me insane
and I can't change the tide
Where's the loyalty
that I gave to you
I said I'd be true
And I'm still standing here
But it seems like
you're someone else
it's bad for my health
all I have is fear

Chorus(repeat x2)

These things(these things)
make me(make me)
feel pain(feel pain)
I can't help it

Love me(love me)
Hate me(hate me)
Kill me (kill me)
I can't feel it

(guitar playus steadily louder)You can't!...force me!...to change!...I am special!
Do not!...thread on!...my ground!...I won't let you!
Even!...if you're!...my friend!...something tells me!
That you!...betrayed me!... and it's not ...healthyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Chorus(repeat x2)

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