This is a dumb poem I wrote for my friends...It's not very good but I want them to understand what is going on in my life at the moment. I want them to understand because I just got out of lock-up for running away from home and no one knows why I did it...Well, Shan -n- Kels, it's because of my Dad...He is abusive..And this is why I ran away and didn't face my fears and why I switched schools to get away from the hurt.

Scared

Afraid to face my fears,
I turned to run.
It really hurts,
When being made fun of.

No one understands,
Everything at home.
I felt left out,
Torn and beaten.

The spoiled ones got it all,
I got a kick in the damn jaw.
My heart was broken,
For my Dad told me he loved me.

So upset and confused,
I left and ignore you.
Taking this shit wasn't worth it,
I was feeling all fucked up.

Feeling I needed attention,
No one was there for me.
I'm sorry I left you out,
Hope you can forgive me.

After coming home,
I didn't want to face people.
I was scared of you,
Thinkin' you'd think I was dumb.

Afraid of being made fun of,
By everyone in school.
My only choice was to leave,
And start over at a new school.

I never thought it'd be this hard,
To forget you guys.
I always felt left out,
But I'd rather get use to it.

A ner person has emerged,
Please give me another chance.
Being a teen is all I want,
To laugh at things with you and have fun.

I miss all the fun we'd have,
Talking about boys and make-up.
I miss you guys most of all,
I hope you guys understand.

hmmmmm, ok then!

lol...sorry you wouldn't understand...I just wanted to post it for them because I don't see them very often since my Dad won't let me speak to my friends or boyfriend...Pretty pathetic, huh? Things like this have been going on in my family for several years...it sucks...trust me...especailly not being able to see the people you love the most..such as my moms side of the family *my mom died when i was like 8 years old*

Hey ill be honest....

I feel for ya wot youwritting about..But theres no rhyming on that shit.

Ive seen worse tho..If you keep on writting youll get better n better...Dont give up.Youcan do anything youset yourmind to..

And hope things work out wit ya friends..

It's not spose to rhym...lol

should rhyme

Poetry doesn't have to rhyme... you can use metering too.

Yeah, I know it should rhyme but poetry doesn't just ryhme all the time..You know what I mean? There is a matter of uhhh not rhyming..lol...If ya know what I mean...I guess..

Poems are better if they do rhyme tho..:p..

True true..