It still hurts that you're gone
even after the years
I'm sittin perched on the throne,
I hold back all the tears
Wipe the pain from my eyes,
just grabbin the beers
I look at this bitter home
what the fuck happened in here?
So I pick up this pen and paper
I have to have a career
Music is my only true love
it never shatters and tears
All that we worked for
it only gets better
Even when I doubt myself,
I sound composed in this letter
But sadly I can't say the same
for the women I love
or women I hate
for what they did to the dove
That used to represent
the love that I felt
for everyone that I see
but now you've fucked someone else
I said I would always love you
and it's still in my heart
Even though I wanna slug you
and I'm feelin so dark
I remember when I first met you
it was chill from the start
I said "girl, you're so special
I would kill if we part"
You probably thought I meant you
but you were bad for my health
Loving you was like takin a gun
turnin it up, and blastin myself
Because you're...

Chorus:
Gone! Gone!
Now life feels so wrong
Even when I try to move on
I just can't seem to stay strong
Wrong! Wrong!
That's why I'm writin this song
I just can't take it for long
I feel like I need to stay strong

Now time has been passing
since I heard what you said
"You'd just sit there ignorin me
writing verses instead
Or obsessing about books,
as you turned them and read
Or you would just say..."
bitch, you're hurtin my head!
Look I admit I may have fucked up,
I didn't take care of ya wishes
But sometimes in life
we're just scared of these bitches
Because they complain and obsess
over anything that you do
Not trying to offend, but if it fits?
I'm singing to you
See I do the best that I can
and maybe it isn't the best
But I tried, but you never tried
not to bitch and obsess
And to this I confess,
sometimes I'd trip on ya, yes
But isn't that still better
then a relationship of the flesh
But it's ok girl
I forgive ya for lies
that you spread even though
I'm pissed in disguise
And even though I love ya
and I give it some tries
I still think you probably see
the hatred in my eyes

Chorus:
Gone! Gone!
Now life feels so wrong
Even when I try to move on
I just can't seem to stay strong
Wrong! Wrong!
That's why I'm writin this song
I just can't take it for long
I feel like I need to stay strong

I still see the visions
of happy times in my dreams
It's hard to get by
so I cry and it seems
like life will get better
And I will redeem
myself from my sins
that dwell within me
I know I'm not perfect
I never said that I was
I just said that you're not
so I'm gettin a fuss
Trying to tell me
what I should plan with my life
Fuck you bitch,
I got my hands on this knife
And I almost ended myself
for the lies that ya spread
Like you really give a fuck
what lies inside of my head
I'm tryin to let it go
but I'm dyin instead
Remembering when we lied in the bed,
pressed tight and we said
We'd never leave each other
whether I could be ya lover
or it never worked out
and you had to see another
But I love you
and if you stuck a knife in my back
I'm turn around and forgive you
and just cry in your lap
I guess what I'm sayin,
is no matter what you say or do
It's okay, I just hope we can survive
I pray for you

Chorus:
Gone! Gone!
Now life feels so wrong
Even when I try to move on
I just can't seem to stay strong
Wrong! Wrong!
That's why I'm writin this song
I just can't take it for long
I feel like I need to stay strong

jesus..that was deep.....that was really good...iam crying....

oh wow... thanks, I'm glad you like it. I should take this poetry thing seriously

That is SO good..It really is. Really emotional..Keep the writting up mate :) For real!

You got a talent

Thank you :)

yeah thatz good shit dawg. emotional shit. i liked it.

WOW!!!! that's all i have to say!!!!

Thanks :)................

Yupps, that was amazing too.^ as some of the other dudes mentioned. I think ur greatest one yett:)

Wow u and Jon duan dude have nice threads/poemss:)

amd...we're homies.And...this is actually a song written in poem format.:D