Urge to kill is rising
heart pulsing with pain
I can't believe my heart
has gone through this again
Empty condolences just lie
and fill my brain with contempt
Stop telling me you care
when you're not even a friend
The pressure of my life
just fornicates with my soul
I guess that means I'm fucked,
I feel so damn raped in this hole
I want to die sometimes
fuck, almost every second at all
I want to just be in heaven
it's destined, I confess to it's call
I want to leave what is real
because real is mostly just fake
Fake friends, fake reason
life is just a fucking mistake
I love everything in this world
except everything hurts
So please listen to me
as I sing you this verse

Chorus:
Please Lord Help me
I think I'm slipping
I just keep drifting away
I want to just die now
I want to just lie down
with my life slipping away

Please Lord forgive me
for suicidal preminitions
But in my dreams I see
pure black in all visions
What does this mean?
I know I'm here for a reason
But do I really need
all thius fear and decievin'?
Please Lord, guide me though
the feelings I really feel
and no matter what they say
these feelings are really real
I've come so far in this time
to give up on my future dream
But I just think as far as my nine
with visions of shooting me
Those dreams are facetious
but I really DO desire to die
But I'm believin in Jesus
so I really just cry to the sky

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Nice :D. O__O

Thank you, w00t

kool :cool:

^omg ur sig font is killing my eyess :| *not happy* lol

and yyeah i liked it Sexocistt, gooddd job!!!!

good. nice one dawg :)

liked it...related to it...actually felt it....like I said...you've got a serious talent;)

:D

:/ @ you missing the edited one with an extra verse

well, you must've posted on this one sooner...lol...you've got too many on here to read in an hour:p

lol Get on here tonight and I'll hook you up ;) Oh and I'll send you the revised version .