gangstalita
01-13-2005, 02:41 PM
those who remember me know this wasnt my thing...
Drowning in another bottle of my broken hearted rejection
perception is blurred and my hearts gone numb
My door stays unlocked at night
Though I know you’re never gonna come
Like a hand to the womb, you gave me life
But only to take away my air
Your heart was mine to keep
But it never knew how to care
I gave you my life, my heart, my eternal vows
The answer to your return isn’t here
And it isn’t now
I walk the cold streets only to see your face in a crowd
My eyes have grown weary and deceitful
My heart seeks survival but my soul wonders how
Static images flash on the TV screen
Clearing only to reveal your face
Your presence still lingers like a foul scent in the dead air
I wander the emptiness. I can’t find you any place
The ghost of your fingertips still haunts my skin
A whispering, “I love you” echoes through my ears
It’s only a moment that’s lost within
I lye awake next to the crest of your back still etched in my bed
My throat is choked up and raw
I’m screaming laps in my head
If what you did was right then why does it feel so wrong
You said our love was forever
How come you’re already gone?
Does the sunset cast these shadows of eternal pain?
Is this falling tear my final moment
Are these memories my last remains
My tears have engulfed my pillow like the fiery flames of hell
I’m falling faster and faster in these monogamous dreams
But when I wake I already fell
The light of a new day can only bring tears to my eyes
Your undying love for me from here on out
It was only a lie
i miss your touch i hunger for your lips
id give my life just to have one more frozen moment
your eyes deep into mine,your arms like wings round my hips
your shadow grazes across the walls only to remind me of past
present remains in photos and haunting dreams
future has all been shattered like fragile glass
You may have broken my soul
But id still offer you this rest if it will make this right
My shadow is all that remains beside me
As I walk alone through the night
Drowning in another bottle of my broken hearted rejection
perception is blurred and my hearts gone numb
My door stays unlocked at night
Though I know you’re never gonna come
Like a hand to the womb, you gave me life
But only to take away my air
Your heart was mine to keep
But it never knew how to care
I gave you my life, my heart, my eternal vows
The answer to your return isn’t here
And it isn’t now
I walk the cold streets only to see your face in a crowd
My eyes have grown weary and deceitful
My heart seeks survival but my soul wonders how
Static images flash on the TV screen
Clearing only to reveal your face
Your presence still lingers like a foul scent in the dead air
I wander the emptiness. I can’t find you any place
The ghost of your fingertips still haunts my skin
A whispering, “I love you” echoes through my ears
It’s only a moment that’s lost within
I lye awake next to the crest of your back still etched in my bed
My throat is choked up and raw
I’m screaming laps in my head
If what you did was right then why does it feel so wrong
You said our love was forever
How come you’re already gone?
Does the sunset cast these shadows of eternal pain?
Is this falling tear my final moment
Are these memories my last remains
My tears have engulfed my pillow like the fiery flames of hell
I’m falling faster and faster in these monogamous dreams
But when I wake I already fell
The light of a new day can only bring tears to my eyes
Your undying love for me from here on out
It was only a lie
i miss your touch i hunger for your lips
id give my life just to have one more frozen moment
your eyes deep into mine,your arms like wings round my hips
your shadow grazes across the walls only to remind me of past
present remains in photos and haunting dreams
future has all been shattered like fragile glass
You may have broken my soul
But id still offer you this rest if it will make this right
My shadow is all that remains beside me
As I walk alone through the night