:( Dad why'd u leave mom did i do somthin wrong all the pain u caused u always told me to stand strong but i give up
all my live was full of sighs full of crys full of lies well im stopin it hear listen to me and listen to me good
my live has been like reading a book u dont know what will happen next the book just never ends and what i do is i sit in my room listen to eminem then i go to bed leading myself into unthinkable dreams cruel cruel ones i try to run from em but they keep comin and comin one thing i know is my pain will always show cause it never goes leaving loads and loads of stress on my bacl lack of sleep cause of these unthinkable dreams things u thought u'd never dream but to me these r nightmares that scare me there realier then live this is no syke this is no joke
i was chokin myself in last night dream i couldnt breath when i woke up

i just wish all those happy people out there knew what is was like to have a cruel life like mine and just sit in ur room cryin urself to sleep to think tones of kids have to deal with theses things probably have horrible dreams well i am gonna rap up this ryhme by saing good bye until next time i give you a cruel cruel update on my :mad: undefinedundefinedundefinedlive

umm.... cruel word out there huh

i know yeah, thats horrible to read cause it's depressing if you ask me. Peace out homies!